why things happening to me?

this few weeks i m having flu fever wheezing.. And causes me sleepless night.. But before i m sick i already cant sleep o well in the nights.. Normally i sleep around 3 o 4 am each nights.. I tried alot of things to make me fall sleep.. Such as taking medicine which makes me tried.. So that i can sleep well o early.. Drinks beers whisky o what so ever also cant help me.. I kept on think things about me and her.. I go to place like the library o shopping mall i straight automaticly think about her.. I don know why.. I suffer this alot.. Cant eat sleep do well in things.. Changes alot pass few weeks.. Likes to be alone,hot tempered d.. Haiz.. Don feel like doing anything but i will kept on think about her.. I don know what else i can do.. Just wanna say sorry who get scold from me.. I m sorry guys.. Know that she not going back to me.. But i cant ever stop thinking about her.. I just cant no matter what.. Ppl say can forget but i don think i can do that.. Maybe i m special case a bit.. Just wish she would be back.. Thats all i can stand for now.. Nights guys.. Good luck for the results!

Cheebye ppl

Back to basic!

Many people are going back to their school today...
Hope u guys are enjoying seeing your friends
Know you doesnt want to see your teachers right?..
Teachers will get into your nerve...
Anybody sure also will kena before from teachers...

BUT anyhow good luck n work hard!
SPM is coming!

Get as much A's can u guys can!
Sure u will have a brighter future
and maybe a big gift from your parents o family members...


Today my first day of school was bored as usual
but many ppl caught by the disiplin teachers cuz all the hair styles n colours..
some are bright orange brown n some are light brown
n the perhimpunan was so damm boring
listen to the HM talking/reading karangan like that...so damm long
then go back to class after a hour plus

Many of friends have change class
ong,frederick n jon same class
grayson go to the first class
evan drop to the last class same as wong...
then left me n how n wen kai n jason ong same class...

lesser friends hope i can study
Aiming 8A's for SPM
Cuz my aunt promise me that if i get 8A's
she will buy a ps3 for me...hehehe
N i wanted to show my mom i can do it...
always say i dumb,lazy etc..

Alright guys i got to go now!
CHaoZ
blog next time

Fucking piss...

I damm piss off now...
Everyday i must step inside the stupid dumb hospital...
I don't know i go for what one...
Grandson always have to go...
ScHool holiday la...
SHouldn't i have my fun time...
Now the fun time is my miserable time...
Always go to the stupid hospital sit there like oku like that...
Grandson most of the time have to go one...
The son don need to go one...
Everyday got work one..
The daughter all also got work one...
Work most important your mother ah!!!!
Pay money jiu very big then don need to take care one izzit?!
Your mother never spend money on you de mea?...
Throw a little money show the stupid black face...
If i have a job now...
I wont be staying in this house...
When i have a job i sure move out from this money face family...
If all of them got heart i want to see they spend at least 2days go to hospital
See hard o not...Tired o not...
Sit at home very song right..
Shake leg,go to pub drinking,Fuck la...

THEN ME LE....
I enjoying ah??..
I want time spend with my friends also cannot...
Everyday 6 o clock have to wake up
Then at night only come...

sorry mind my words...
i very damm fucking piss of this family...
I can't talk to anyone so i write on blog...
bye

I'm Fat...

Boy...I'm gaining weight...
Everyday i also consume such a large amount of food
and everyday also eat at least 5meals a day

When school reopens i don't know i will look like how...
I just ate 20mintues ago,now i m hungry again...
later sure go to search for food

See Grayson also gain a bit of weight d..
His face also chubby chubby back d
See my tummy also big big liau...
Better hope my stomach doesnt grow like my dad...


Oh ya...I also hope that my house that myvi doesnt happen any worse
Because jie had a accident pass 2 days ago
That day i went to pyramid with Kok Lek
She promise that will fetch me come back home...
But she msg Kok Lek that she langgar kereta di Subang Ktm
Then we have to take taxi n train back to Telok Gadong
Then Kok Lek's brother fetch me home...

Many things had change between all our friends...
Status,closeness,careness,all the ness-ness la...
Last time got around 20 friends that always mix together...
NOW!
Left us 6 or 7 person

Some is because that genting incident n some mix with other person
Last time we can go places can pack the whole public transport
Now is totally empty
That the world...
What to do...Live with iT!
Suffer o not also have to deal with it...
Cannot mix then don mix together
Easy...I'm getting tired of this...

Forget about what i said

Next week babygirl is going to San Antonio with her sister n dad...
Then the following week she will be at New Mexico n Vegas
That sound fun...
Hope she will be having a great time at there...
I'm sure i going to miss her very much!
N
This friday is her second sister birthday
I will write a e-mail o a friendster msg o facebook she online i will wish her..

I think thats for today...
I will post lastest news o anything i can think about...
Have a greats days u guys n girls...
Enjoy your day...
Toodles...

hey everybody

hey everyone it's larissa here

just helped jason edit his blog

how is it?

love my babe

lots ^^

that's all for now

take care

>.<

sign;

larissa =)

Sunway...

Today i went to sunway pyramid with kok lek
early in the morning his brother come over to fetch me go
When i enter his brother car,kok lek was laugh his ass out of something
I din know what he was laugh at
He ask me why his phone don have 123 keypad at his phone
Then he say just now his brother wanted to use his phone's calculator
I also laugh...WTH... =)
Then went to sunway Inti there to eat
His brother drop us at the opposite of pyramid
We have to walk over the bridge

Today we bought shirtsssss
AloTs of shirtssss
He bought 2 plain shirt which he wear it to sleep
White one for his brother n Black one for himself
I bought 4 collar of shirts
3 for me n 1 for tan
all different colour...

Sorry i din take picture about the shirts that i bought

Another things Kok Lek the miGhty video
have a look at it
Another video he go to delete d
That one more funny
Enjoy!

Another thing is babe larissa wan i'm sorry today morning
i can't accompany you but promise today night i sure will
sorry today made u bored
LOve you

Toodles....